back to transition

my mother always makes fun of me for my lack of transitioning skills. she says ever since kindergarden i never liked change. now. dont confuse that with not enjoying situations. i fully enjoy wherever i am. i just do not enjoy the literal change.

i blame my parents. for moving me around soo many times as a kid. of course i didnt like transitioning...i went to 5 different elementary schools. made 5 different sets of friends....lovely. i think that also has an impact on the way i disconnect from people soo quickly.

anyway. im already having a hard time transitioning. laugh. i was literally up all night last night with such a cloud of anxiety. maybe its the way things are working out too perfectly. or maybe its really me not wanting to leave.

i bought my plane ticket home. (even though it killed my bank account) and im registering for classes soon.

and even though i was quite aware that the internship was only 5 months long...i am preparing to leave a part of my heart here.



transitions are soo difficult.

happy halloween

i really love these girls. and i dont know what im going to do when i go home without them<3

the final goodbye

i did it.

the end.

SAW 4

i cannot wait til midnight.

it makes going to class and working crappy hours all worth it.

wooooooo.

question.

how do you ever get over being in love?

even when its over?

how do you just...fall out of love?

how do you stop caring?



i wish i knew

the drought

you would think that Florida was worried about the drought the way they ration out our shower time here in vista. i mean, at ANY time of the day, i can only get up to a 6 minute shower without it turning to ice.

i literally am freezing by the time the conditioner is out of my hair.

not to mention, my roommate from England keeps leaving the little plug up...so everytime i turn ON the water i get sprayed with a delightful (and shocking) burst of FREEZING water...

freezing when i go in...freezing when i come out.

psh.

yesterday was a horrible day........and today isnt looking much brighter.

a step forward

i have an interview with the social work department at UNR next week.

HOLLA!


its nice when things fall into place that you neither planned, or worked hard to achieve. good thing too since i have a very limited amount of day time where i can actually talk to people out on the west.


anyway. super excited. super nervous. super...HAPPY!

the new "professional" me

so i know the world can have business cards...but i just have to brag...I HAVE BUSINESS CARDS. hahaha. loooove it.

umm...yeah...too bad they are not here yet and its due tomorrow. GRR! i hate shipping! and living in apartments where mail (especially packages) mayyy not make it to you.

but whatever...just had to brag!

cocoa beach

cocoa beach
Originally uploaded by loveunfailing

uhhh. i discovered that i am no one without a flickr account. so here i go jumping into something else.

its new. its a baby. dont give me too much crap for it not being fantastic just yet.

Happy 25th Birthday EPCOT

the fireworks were fantastic. i only wish i got better pictures...but i was far away. :( oh well. its soo fun being here while all this stuff is going on. i mean, i get to see all the halloween/thanksgiving/and christmas decorations. woo.

these are my roommates. :) i like them a lot. WE were soaked. like dripping soaked. it was great.