one is the lonliest number...

i'd never wish this on anyone.

being alone for the holidays.

maybe its the way i was raised, or maybe some people dont care. but geez. being alone sucks.


more than any other time in my "alone" life i want to be home.

the more i think about it ... the more sad i get.






im going out. f-this.

its a sick addiction

im in love with >the hills

how much do i miss LA???

a ton.

45 days till my homecoming. thank goodness.

the shame of alcohol

im not going to lie. im going to say. i have consumed more alcohol down here than i have in my entire life. and FINALLY...i see the shame in it.

tonight i went out...decided not to drink (i dont know why....i just was not in the mood) but my roommates got trashed.

its depressing. its ugly. its nothing i want to even associate myself with. making girls make out with guys....when they have boyfriends. making guys harass girls...

ew. im just over it.

i really am.

the greatest of loves

the greatest of loves
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i've decided that i love photography when it captures moments in time. I was fortunate enough to be asked to capture a very special moment this summer. the engagement.

i dont want to curse myself...

...but things couldnt be more perfectly placed.

i recieved a scholarship from UNR without even applying for it....
my classes in the spring are not only interesting, but perfectly timed...
i have vision again...


wow.


i love when God is soo clear about things. i LOVE feeling this way.

everything is gonna be alright!

so...you're from reno

oh the ridiculousness of reno.

over the last 5 months i have experienced every comment about reno911 possible.

when people ask me where im from...i generally reply with nevada.

then people reply with "oh yeah, nevaaaaada(stress the long a sound) do you like vegas?

i then reply with a no...im from reno (the funny thing is when guests say it...because UNR is on my name tag)

and then...they always say. is it really like the show?

come on. are you serious? do you REALLY think that Reno cops/people are ANYTHING like a hollywood version of it???

i guess i just have to laugh at the ignorance of the world......