touring reno

i lost my first dollar in the casinos. hahaha. My bff from jersey was in town and we did the reno thaaang before we headed to LA for the weekend.

I just dropped her off at the air port, and already i miss her. :(

stupid airports.

just a thought.

i think there is something to be said for being called to a higher purpose, to hold yourself above reproach, and presenting yourself in the world but not of it. i think there is also a lot to be said about a woman who holds a gentle and quiet spirit.


and just as i do not see these taking presidence in my own life as often as i would like, i also do not see it in the christian community. Showing christs love through service is great - but it is the actions that you make daily, on your own, that people pay attention to. and its awful to see the stubling blocks that are coming from our own personal selfishness.



just a thougth.

i have not cried.

october 2, 2008. he died.




i have not cried.
i think i forgot how.