i have no hope

more than 100 people dead.

every time i look at the news my heart just aches.

every time i see previews for these awful creepy movies my mind cringes.

every time i see kids in poverty my body fails me, i become jello.


this week has been nothing but disaster after disaster in my own personal life. nothing...and i mean nothing...is going right. and then i look out past my own obnoxious burdens and i think...nothing is going right in this world.

and the harder i fix my eyes on Jesus, and the tighter i grab to his feet, the harder it is for me to have hope, when i am continually shot down. it should be the opposite right? suffering doesnt end, OR get any easier, even if your heart is alligned.




i really hope O-bizzle is the anti christ. cause im ready.

I got my fingers crossed on a shooting star

And the same black line that was drawn on you
Was drawn on me
And now it's drawn me in
6th Avenue heartache

the elections are over!

whats worse than listening to political advertisements all day long?

listening to republicans complain about how obama is now the president.

and listening to democrats boast about all this chaaaange thats comin our way.




lets all do our own part to and contribute to getting over it!

and stop texting me in the middle of the night to say these things. I DONT CARE! (but mostly i just like my sleep)