our first fight.

i guess we're officially a real couple.

we survived our first fight.

hahaha.



goodnight.

my profound quote of the day.

even in the light of Grace - our actions matter

8 weeks

so. i'm in an addictions counseling class, and my teacher had the brilliant idea of having us sign a contract that we're going to give up something for 8 weeks. to help us identify with our clients. makes sense - i mean it really does.

but i cannot think of anything i want to give up in my life. i just gave up my lifelong bad habit of biting my nails about 3 months ago. thats STILL hard some days.

ugh. think. think. think.


i wish i could give up working.

my lost item

i seem to lose you every now and then.
mostly when i want you.
actually when i need you.
is it the thrill of causing me anxiety
that helps you leap
from my shelves to behind my dresser.
or maybe its your sneaky ways
that hides you under the bed.
do you enjoy watching me tear apart every spot
until you're found.

or maybe you just like it on the ground.

oh whatta weekend.

new york was a whirl wind.

i am exhausted and have been up since ohhh like 1 am.

lovely.

goodnight kids.

airport blues

i dont like airports. they make me cry. no matter if i'm coming or going my airport emotions are whacky. i hate leaving the person who drops you off...and i hate seeing others leave their loved ones too. i dont know why i have such negative emotions - it should be that of excitement, newness, and quite a thrill.

i just see empty faces and blank stares.

one guy is currently yelling on his way hip iphone about how this "economic crisis" will only cause him to rise to the top becoming a powerhouse (gag me - have some compassion for those who suffer)

another girl, much like me, is sitting blogging (probably about the egg above)

this gay guy on the phone is also talking rather loudly about how he cant wait to find some "gay bitches" wherever he's going. hahaha. ohhh boy.

my flight to pheonix was pretty amazing. i love when you sit by people who are radically like you - in the way that they'll talk to strangers and indulge their life story. the guy worked with me - at one time - neither of us knew it of course. tooooo funny.

anyway. 2 hours left in this big bad layover - and then i am in the bigggg apple! unbelieveable, i cant even grasp it.

welcome 2009.

So. not having internet blows. but im getting it january 6th. holler.

christmas was lovely. it was nice to spend time with both my family and james.

new years was fun too. we went to northstar for james birthday, and fireworks and all that jazz. here are some lovely pictures. i suggest going next year. it was a blast.

and i have to say...we've been "seeing" eachother for a whole year now....unbelievable. but i am incredibly lucky. :)

oh and P.S. IM GOING TO NEW YORK NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!